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Mindless thoughts running through my head,
Sleepless nights laying in my bed.
Always find myself wishing you were near,
What makes you not want to be here?

I was everything you wanted but you didn't know,
I'm all alone and hurt that you just let me go.
What if I told you I was sorry and wrote you an apology,
Would it ever change the way you thought of me?

I lay here a thousand  pieces broken,
Yet I still hold on and keep hoping.
They say time will make it heal,
As time goes on the pain gets more real.

Everything around me fades to black,
I know you'd never take me back.
Maybe that's why I cry myself to sleep,
If you'd listen you could hear me weep.

They say there is plenty of fish in the sea,
They don't understand that you're the one for me.
So I'll let the ocean currents take me away,
Praying I end up near you someday.

Where do I need to go hide from the truth,
That I will never end up next to you.
I'm not what you want or need,
Run away and don't look back as I bleed.

Consumed in thoughts and emotion,
I'm sunken and drowned in the ocean.
You soar above the waters and look down,
Just for a moment to see me drown.

One day you'll want me again,
I won't even give you a second glance then.
By the end of this poem I wrote to you,
You'll realize that I'm already over you.


-JScott